September 

I’m so depressed. I hate seeing pretty/skinny girls. It makes me never want to eat again.

My roommate has such skinny legs and such a big butt. It’s not fair. I just want skinny legs and a big butt.

I get really hungry sometimes and then I think about not wanting to get fat and needing to lose more weight. Maybe I’ll have some almonds and water. Now back to writing this paper.

So far I’ve lost about 11-12 lbs. I’m about 118-119. I still have some weight to lose though. It’s so hard to be healthy in college though.